Dreams...Dreams...Dreams....

it's 9.19 pm,i just woke up...have a really bad freaking dream just now...really scary one..(siyes..x tipu).Have you guys ever had the same dream, twice?that's what happened to me just know.this is the second one..i just don't give a damn for the first one..but now...the second??same dream??is this for real??is this something for real??Is this some kind a message to me saying that something what is gonna happen in the future??If it does..than it's horrible..the end of humankind.

what makes the dream interesting is it's the same dream but in a different situation.But the motif still the same..the roots of the story is the same but in a different environment different situation..and i never had this kind of dream before you know other than some full of crap type of dream..first you are here than the other minute you are already there..then someone came..then you do this and that..then bla...bla..bla..and so on..but this one..it's like a movie script..it's like living in a tear of horror and terror...like living in a big picture of hollywood movie..freaking awesome!!!

My dream was about a bunch of big,fierce black bear did a massive destruction to the city and they ate people.I'm talking about thousands of these dudes guys.Like zombies eating people in movies but the different is..after being eaten or beaten by the bear..these dudes were totally dead and they didn't turn out to be a bear and eat other people like zombies do.

The scenery was such a terror..total massive destruction..burning houses...building collapses,dead bodies were all over the place..blood here and there..kereta terbalik bagai..if u guys watched terminator 'salvation',the whole picture of view i'm talking about here is kinda same as the scene of the city in that movie..

to cut the story short..at the end..me and my family hide in an abandon hotel with other survivors but we've been attacked at midnight..in front of me..2 big black bear..beat the hell out of my brother...my brother is hopeless and i just stand there and watched the bear beat up my brother with pleasure...suddenly i saw a gun on the floor...so i picked it up...and i aim at the bear..bang...bang..!!headshots...the bears dead and my brother is badly injured by still survive..

Somehow..after the shots..all the bears ran away..they retreat..at that time i was so freaking tired and i slept besides my brother..i woke up all the sudden and it's morning already...i looked at my brother..he still asleep..i woundering around and i can't see any bears at all..they've gone..
suddenly i heard something...a bunch of voices singing..i listen to it carefully...damn!!!"Glory...Glory Man United..!!"what the fuck??all the sudden i heard MU's songs and i woke up...*sigh

and i have this dream twice man...maybe the big black bear is a MU supporters..or maybe it's a sign that i will recieve a message fro a MU's fan when i woke up..and yeah i did recieved a message from a MU fan..a friend of mine..he wants to come by to my house at 10.30...freak isn't it?or maybe one day my dream will come true...who knows..

Kami tak Hot...Kami Coooollll...

cool guy : Hey babe, kau buat apa tu beb?

hot babe : Buat bodoh

cool guy : weh, betul betul lah, kau cari apa tu beb?

hot babe : Carik pasal.

cool guy : Eh, apasal kerek sangat nih beb, tolong la beb, kau buat apa tu beb,carik apa tu beb?
bgtau la beb,tolong la,please..please..please...!!!

hot babe : Woi, dah la tu..!!!

cool guy : Haa..anda igt anda sorang je boleh kerek?

Xfm..prihatin...

dduuuhhh...!!

Human Nature

Men
sometimes can be so complicated..by the time i wrote this blog about men..doesn't mean that i'm gay..but yet..i'm still as cool as Edward Cullen.Why i said men are complicated?aahhaa...the other day..i just went through, browsing around into some hot chicks myspace page..(one of my hobby actually) besides viewing their hot2 pictures,i scrolled down to see their comments.

i read some comments posted by some guys to these chicks and they were so freaking hilarious.These are some samples of their comments..

"helo...thanks for the add..xmo combong2 tau..muaxx..!!"

"hai babe..u are look cute..(u look cute)rajin2 lah komen pic i k.."

"helo frendzz??"(hello,friends?)

"hye girlzz.. (girl)

"hai babe..ade ym?kaci plzzz" (kasi ym)

"hye...lh i join u..pnya cmmnt dsna.....blh kn kte smbng dgn awk...(????)

these are the comments which been posted by some guys that they think they are freakin cool based on my observation when i go trough their profile...nice pic taken with tight t shirts, big arms, tight jeans,cool pose,sunglasses,blond hair (sepui2 ditiup angin)...cool nicknames like "my name is rain", "Cuteboyz" "bikerz", cool picture caption like :

"tomel x" (tomel=comel)

"mocho jgk kn wa ade misai.. haha..." (mocho=macho)

"AFUNDI me..saya jambu kan?" (jambu=konon2 cute)

this is the kind of men who think that they are super cool..coller than Edward Cullen,George Clooney,daddy cool and LL cool J.They think that all chicks must adore them.I don't have any issue with that since i'm a cool guy (duuh!) but the thing is..they get really fuck up if a chick ignores them..they will send another comment like this:

"pheewiit..owg smbong.."

"haiii...u nie i msg dh xnk reply??u marah sgt dkt i ker?? "

"weiii..sombong siot tamakimono nie...xdahal la klu mcm nie..thank gurl.."

"cmbngnye..die!! "

"sombong nak mampus....dtg bln pe...???"

"blah la wei!!igt u cantek sgt??!!"

i mean..come on...what the fuck is your problem?This kind of attitude is an embarrassment towards men. if you think that you are cool enough then act like one..if people ignore you then just move on for god sake man..you don't have to be sarcastic, annoying which makes you look like an asshole..

The thing is you must have the respect towards others then people will respect you whether you are a macho,cool,hot,handsome guy or not.you already made yourself look like shit,hilarious,retarded with your words..you don't have to add some more.Just chill a little bit guys.

"i fucked with more than thousands of chicks/groupies when i'm with Kiss. i fucked where ever i want,with who i want and when ever i want.if chicks don't want to get laid with me, i just don't give a damn since there's so much more" - Gene Simmons of Kiss.(Now..this is cool)

Self Description

Self description is difficult. Everybody perceives who we are in a different light... and I perceive myself in my own unique way... as nobody else perceives me... I behave differently with different people, depending on the relationship, feelings and the chemistry. Therefore I am a different person at different times and in different circumstances.

It's not some sort like hypocritical.It's about how well you can adapt with people and create the bond within them and widen up your connection and your network.

God grant human being the serenity to accept the things that cannot change, courage to change the things that they can and wisdom to know the differences but still as per human behavior, the accuracy of changing from one behavior to another is not 100% accurate.At some point there's still something left inside from the previous one.

So basically there's no way i can be like Edward Cullen who loves to suck hot chick's blood and so freaking addicted with human's body scent.Definitely Mr. Cullen would love to hang out at mamak stalls. But somehow at some point i can feel the chemistry like we are really hommies you know or even more than that maybe like matt damon and greg kinnear.Even worst like conjoined twins.

Both of us are cool dudes...

Slayer - Go..Go..power rangers..!!!(heavy metal version)

Imagine if the guitarist is the pink ranger and the bassist is the yellow ranger
so ironic isn't it?
HellYeah!!!

Mama and Ayah

hye mom...
how is it going?how are u?how's dad?it's been a while since i talked to you guys..hope both of you are in good hands.I'm doing ok at this moment.I hope that i have made you guys proud enough today.I know i have been a bad son back when i was in high school and college,never listen to you guys and stuff,but the thing is you guys are the best parent in this freaking world.

Mom,you don't forget to eat your medicine ok?Dad,please ride my "Belalang Tempur" safely ok?i know you don't have any motorcycle license.ahaaa...don't lie la dad..mom told me already,you even got your driving license late.You took the test 3 times.Like father like son huh?MU is not doing well at this moment dad..so how?i told you already to support Arsenal but u won't listen..just like me..never listen to you..

Mom,how's work?you should 'pencen' already mom.Stay at home and relax and chill a little bit.Just sit in front of the TV and watch Nur Kasih or Jangan Lupa Lirik ok?I don't want you guys to work hard anymore,work hard is enough already raised me to be a person who i am today..
Never give up hope on me,always have the faith in me and always trust me.

I know that i dissapointed you guys in certain ways,gives a heart attack to you guys in many ways but the truth is i never mean it."saya orang Bodoh".I'm so damn stupid because never realise that i have the coolest mom and dad in the whole wide world.As much as you guys want the best for me i also wants to give the best for you guys.I still keep on trying and trying and trying and trying.I just want to make you guys proud.

i miss you guys a lot and looking foward to see you guys.I miss your kari ayam and nasi ayam mom.I miss to watch EPL on tv with u dad,keep updating you up all the scores.i miss everytime you back me up when mom piss off with me if i spit in the sink.Guys are cool ya'll.i miss to kiss your guy's hands and i miss the sofa in front of the TV.

p/s:Hope to see you guys soon and love you guys so much..!!!
i promise to pay my ptptn and mara mom..!!
no worries..!!

"salam dari perantauan"

if you guys wondering who am i and what i do during weekends..
well..this is me...and i'm not lying..seriously...
Please don't hate me...

2010..Here I come Bebeh...!!

Damn, it's the middle of November already and then 2010 will be coming up.
since it is the end of the year.. it's now for updating the report, finish up the balance of annual leaves, renew road tax.. damn!! pay summon tickets (f**k) and yeah..new year resolution..!!

talking about new year resolution..it didn't turned up so well for me this year but hope for next year it won't be the same thing as this year. i have some new resolutions for next year... first, saves some money every month ( same as every year..duuhh..!!) , get a house ( errr...) do some investment in foreign exchange, clear up all the debts..(kahkah) get married (it's a must!!)

i will also involve in some projects with my friends and hope all things will turn up well next year..such as my project band with my hommie vimalan.. rock n roll rules bebeh!! hope for my 'hancus' band get more gigs (never had before this..lol), release an EP, get a new drumset, my dream drumset PDP, zildjian cymbals, Gibraltar single chain twin paddle (money..money...money..)

but still in order to make all these things happen, i have to put a big effort into it and maybe a little bit of sacrifice, a sacrifice of a piece of my pathetic time but as far as i concern all of them are wasted anyway... ("great power comes with great responsibilities " -peter parker's uncle- )full of wisdom la this fellow.. i hope i have the courage to make my dreams come true.. not to be de motivated or de activated or 'di sana akan ku temui bahagia cinta berputik' but praying that god will granted me with the power to work harder... "the power is in yohan.." - Robert Pires, Ryan Giggs and Michael Owen (celcom).

now i'm working my ass off to make things done as exactly it should be... pray for me.. don't worship the satan.. drink goat milk not it's blood.. shit, i'm full of crap already... hopefully all hard work will pay off in the future ...duuhh..

i'm freakin out of here...chiow!!

God Gave Rock N Roll To You By Kiss

God gave rock and roll to you, gave rock and roll to you
Put it in the soul of everyone
Do you know what you want? You don't know for sure
You don't feel right, you can't find a cure
And you're gettin' less than what you're lookin' for

You don't have money or a fancy car
And you're tired of wishin' on a falling star
You gotta put your faith in a loud guitar

God gave rock and roll to you, gave rock and roll to you
Gave rock and roll to everyone
God gave rock and roll to you, gave rock and roll to you
Put it in the soul of everyone

If you wanna be a singer, or play guitar
Man, you gotta sweat or you won't get far
Cause it's never too late to work nine-to-five

You can take a stand, or you can compromise
You can work real hard or just fantasize
But you don't start livin' till you realize - "I gotta tell ya!"

God gave rock and roll to you, gave rock and roll to you
Gave rock and roll to everyone
God gave rock and roll to you
Gave rock and roll to you, saved rock and roll for everyone
Saved rock and roll

"I know life sometimes can get tough! And I know life sometimes can be a drag!
But people, we have been given a gift, we have been given a road
And that road's name is... Rock and Roll!"

HellYeah..!!!

welcome....

hello...
this is my first time using this blog
i never blogging before....
i hope my blog can gives 'manfaat' (kahkahkahkah) to anyone who read it
i just want to write...if u guys like it then read it..if don't...just go and fuck yourself...
i just don't give a shit about it
that's all for now....

thank you..