Ni gig lepas..lupa nak update...
nanti aku upload video plak...
skang kat opis xleh upload video..
hahaha...!!
Monday, February 22, 2010
Wednesday, February 17, 2010
Welcome to my Miserable Life
Hello,
it's been a while since i updated this blog...i guess maybe from here onwards this blog will be my soulmate...since i think this is the place for me to express my feelings..share my thoughts, release my anger and unsastifaction..
A lot of things that happened to me lately..some of them are good stuff but most of them are worst like hell..my band finally develop and establish massively as i planned. i finally will be moving to my own house this march.i think that's it.that's the good things that ever happened to me lately..the rest..just fucked up...
i think i fail in my relationship..my girlfriend wants to dump me i guess...she said i've done things that i didn't done...why is it hard for her to understand that i love her with all my life..women are so damn complicated..5 years of relationship seems to be wasted down into the drain...
i'm so down right now..i'm so lost...i've tried everything but nothing seems to be right..maybe i am not good enough for her so i don't want to blame her..only god knows how i feel right now..
My work sucks hard...my bos extend my contract..my work load is like fucking hell and my salary is fucking cheap...my work flow becoming more fucking ridiculous than before...what the fuck...sometimes i really feel that i had enough with all this bullshit...feels like want to end up my life right now
with my family...things not that smooth either..i don't know what to say anymore..right now i feel like i just want to be alone..somehow everything is against me now...people don't fucking care about how i feel..about what i want..so what the hell i want to think about them as well?
right now..i have to be strong..i have to move on...stand up with my both legs and try to put myself together again..fuck em...fuck em all...fuck to all the people that hate me because i am 1000x more fucking hate them...so fuck off...
-the end-
it's been a while since i updated this blog...i guess maybe from here onwards this blog will be my soulmate...since i think this is the place for me to express my feelings..share my thoughts, release my anger and unsastifaction..
A lot of things that happened to me lately..some of them are good stuff but most of them are worst like hell..my band finally develop and establish massively as i planned. i finally will be moving to my own house this march.i think that's it.that's the good things that ever happened to me lately..the rest..just fucked up...
i think i fail in my relationship..my girlfriend wants to dump me i guess...she said i've done things that i didn't done...why is it hard for her to understand that i love her with all my life..women are so damn complicated..5 years of relationship seems to be wasted down into the drain...
i'm so down right now..i'm so lost...i've tried everything but nothing seems to be right..maybe i am not good enough for her so i don't want to blame her..only god knows how i feel right now..
My work sucks hard...my bos extend my contract..my work load is like fucking hell and my salary is fucking cheap...my work flow becoming more fucking ridiculous than before...what the fuck...sometimes i really feel that i had enough with all this bullshit...feels like want to end up my life right now
with my family...things not that smooth either..i don't know what to say anymore..right now i feel like i just want to be alone..somehow everything is against me now...people don't fucking care about how i feel..about what i want..so what the hell i want to think about them as well?
right now..i have to be strong..i have to move on...stand up with my both legs and try to put myself together again..fuck em...fuck em all...fuck to all the people that hate me because i am 1000x more fucking hate them...so fuck off...
-the end-
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